Spinning Around by Mara Measor

If I could cry
There'd be a river flooding my bedroom floor
I'd be floating on fallen tears
Looking for somewhere to stand

If I had claws
I’d be scratching at this wounded shell
Wondering what’s inside
I’d see what I’m trying to hide

You say I'll be fine
I say I'll get by
They say we'll survive
But when I close my eyes
I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to stop
I'm trying to stop this spinning around

If I had a hammer
I’d be smashing down these swaying walls
Trying to look inside
I’d see the damage I’d done

You say I'll be fine
I say I'll get by
They say we'll survive
But when I close my eyes
I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to stop
I'm trying to stop this spinning around

I want to believe what they say
And know that this too shall pass
But every time I lift my eyes
All I see is the ruins of my crumbling past

If I had peace
I would sit on a tree watching birds go by
Singing a gentle song
Yeah...

You say I'll be fine
I say I'll get by
They say we'll survive
But when I close my eyes
I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to stop
I'm trying to stop this spinning around

I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to stop
I'm trying to stop this spinning around

I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to stop

I'm trying to stop this spinning around